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Hello peepos. Im Courtney/Kai
In the age of 20, 21 this year ;.;
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Saturday 31 October 2009
~Mothers....specifically mine....~
~Mothers....specifically mine....~

i understand my mothers under a lot of stress at the moment, i mean eldet daughter (me) has no proper job...youger daughter takes the piss with studies and thinks my mum is a bank, and shes in the middle of a divorce.... but that give her no fucking reason to:

1. be on her phone every single second of the fucking day! i mean when we go to visit relitives, especally my grandparents, she barley talks to anyone she just sits there on her phone on Twitter most of the time!

2. Slag off your daughters SEVRAL TIMES on TWITTER just because we didnt manage to tidy the living room last night.... you know im sorry i went to bed past 12 and was a bit too tired to clear the living room. and i also have a sister who doesnt listen to me and left me to do everything. i mean mummy just quickly told us before she went to bed to do certain stuff... i tend to forget things when im paying attention to other things so really, its best to get my attention before hand aswell.... GaH!

3. ignore younger children (aka the 5 &3 year old) because she is on phone all day everyday i mean my little sister and brother call my mum to ask her something or show her something and it take about eaither 4 calls from then or one big harsh one from me or my other sister.

i love my mum but she pisses me off. i know i can take the piss sometimes but in honesty if she keeps on doing these things im going to have to sit her down and shout at her... or steal her phone. the latter me and my sister have been thinking to do for quite some time now. ive tried discussing these thing with her before but she seem to turn it all back on me and my sister and blame it on us... when its not just us *sighs*

i have things i need to do now such as check fave comics and weather theyve been updated and check fave manga to do the same thing and type up the ret of one of my stories chapters :D

Peace out!

~Kai

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Friday 30 October 2009
~Sisters are troublesome...~
~Sisters are troublesome...~

...Especally the ones who are younger than you and think they know better >.> stupid brat. just Cause shes taller than me oes not make her older... i think the phrase 'respect you elders' has been completly lost on my sister.... shes 15 going on 30 >.> fucking brat... i love her, shes my sister duh i have to ... but if i met her on the street and she spoke to me the way she speeks to me now... fucking hell BITCH SLAP!

Ahem... maybe one day i shall do a reeeeaaallly long rant about my sister (on the 15 year old... the 5 year old is not as annoying yet... but is comming up to it quickly...) it would take up at least a day or so for me to compose than damn rant as i have THAT much to say about the brat but yeh .... so maybe another time...

I also have 2 brothers... one on my mums side and the other my my dads side.... im the eldest out of 5 children... *cries to herself* im waiting for both my brothers to get a bit older... one of thems already a pain in the ass but not nearly as much as my sisters.... the other is too young to be a pain in the ass but hes soooo (Despite what my step-mum and dad think) going to be a spoilt brat when hes older >.> i mean the childs already spoilt (sometimes i get a little jealous of this fact.... i feel a little unloved as the eldest child....)

Seriously i cant wait untill i have my half mixed race half japanese children XD (this is my baby plan for the future! find a nice/kind/cute Japanese man to ...marry...(still not sure on the marry part... thats a whole other rant...) and have adorable little children to screw up the minds of!

hmmm scrwing up the minds of children is fun too...okay maybe not screwing up the minds , but making them belive things that arnt true is fun XD told my little sister that then toy butterfly she was playing with this afternoon was a real one it was just dead (which in my defence... did look realistic enough to be true XD) the look on her face was priceless lol but the bluddy child is way to smart for her age and told me i was lying about 2 seconds later lol

anyhu im freaking knackered!

Sleepy times!

NIGHT NIGHTTTTTT <3

~Kai

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Tuesday 27 October 2009
~Update on Life~
~Update on Life~

YUUTA is on his waaaay! (well will be soon!) im soooo happy! after waiting 2 Months + for my little Puki Sized Boy he is finally coming! Hayato Shall have his brother during the next 2 weeks! :D

hmmm just got Pokemon Platnum! im Very much loving that! the other day me and my friend we dissucing pokemon, in the middle of London quite loudly lol we got many looks :D, though not as many as me and karakal got whilst meowing down the streets of brigton XD, anyhu back on topic... we were discussing pokemon and how its awsomenss reigns above all else lol and we came up with the idea that someone should make a pokemon virtual reality world... IT WOULD BE SO FREEKING AWSOMEEE!!!! unfortunatly i dont think anyone actually achived vertual reality yet? have they? *shrugs shoulders* i have no idea... but i shall wait for the day that this becomes a reality <3

and i just got back into pokemon battle arena :D thats so crap its awsome! XD

anyhu moving on....

i need to go to the dentist...

~Kai

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Tuesday 6 October 2009
~No nothing in this house!~
~No nothing in this house!~

FUCKING FRUSTRATING!

i finally get a Job after months of searching, albeit its a low paying job its still a job! and what do i get when i call up mother?

"you do realize you still have to search for a job"

YES I FUCKING REALIZE THAT! but ya know a simple ' congratulations' would be appreciated but NOOOOOOO.... low paying jobs arnt good enough for a 'congratulations'....Really irritated.... have touched my dolls in Ages and i need to make a Kimono for a commisioner in Japan but all in all im to frustrated to do anything right now.... GAH! *sigh* ill do the kimono later right now i have to phone several different Job Centers, about a job in Game which after all this long period of time im pretty sure are not letting me have the job >.> but no one will listen to me when i say this... i might as well be talking to a fucking brick wall or just be invisible.

being invisible would be awesome.

~Kai

p.s. i still need to post up pictures of the Alice in wonderland meet... *sigh* i really cant be bothered... but ill do it either later or tomorrow.

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