Inside Kai's Head

Moving away from Blogger

2010-06-15T15:10:00.000-07:00

Alright... Kai's moving her blog! ive already moved all my storys over to wordpress... and from now on thats where all my blogs (besides my Asian Music and Drama Reviews) will be.

here is the link if you wanna follow over :)

http://kaishead.wordpress.com/

Im still working on it at the moment so bear with me, but yeah... this old blog wont be deleted however, as i wish to retain all my old posts without having to transfer everything over :/

~Kai

Kai & Drinks. The Alchalolic Type. What NOT to let her do

2010-06-12T12:57:00.000-07:00

Well.. For those people who dont know me all that well... When i start to get drunk, i get more random than i usual am. or i get sleepy, depends complelty on what mood im in xD.

Whilst drinking there are sevral things you should never alow me to do.

Do NOT:
1. Let me near my friend Stephanie... i will end up making out with her till the day is dawn! lol
2. Let me near a drinking game taking place... bad idea... especally 'I Never' >.> i always drink to things nad give myself away for things i reaaaly dont need people to know xD
3. Let me near a dance mat XD
4. Make me sing Karaoke, I'm way outta tune whilst drunk... usually though im wuite an alright singer! XD
5. Let me near Oriental Asian boys... *drools* I tend to try to grope! xD
6. Mebbe Matt Was right... maybe i should add blogging to the list too! LOL
7. Let me Get a bus and stand up whilst its moving, same for trains or tubes I WILL fall over instantly LOL

Anyway time to finish this blog off, and get back to my drink! LOL... yeah i dont usually drink unless out at a party, but it was my step-mums birthday today and i figure id continue the party when i get home too! XD

Cya.

~Kai

Kai's Anime Harems

2010-06-10T07:27:00.000-07:00

Characters I've Chosen in order:

Hiei - Yu Yu Hakusho
Hiwatari Kai - Beyblade
Belphagor - Katekyo Hitman Reborn
Lavi - D.Grey-Man
Tsukiyomi Ikuto - Shugo Chara
Kiryuu Zero - Vampire Knight
Kougaiji - Saiyuki
Zala Athrun - Gundam Seed

Characters I've Chosen in order:

Fugioka Haruhi - Ouran High School Host Club
Kurumi Imari - Bible Black
Riko Suminoe - Kiss x Sis
Shia - Pita-ten
Takara Miyuki - Lucky Star
Etna - Disgaea
Cagalli Yula Athha - Gundam Seed
Kinomoto Sakura - Cardcaptor Sakura

Update and Obsessions

2010-06-03T06:13:00.001-07:00

Hello World!

Kai is back with a brand new rap....uh... mebbe not... really shouldnt be quoting an Eminem song XD... but thats what i get for listening to radio 1, Aparently Eminems gonna be live on the radio at 12 lol.

Anyway,

Update in life... Still 20, Still single and still Japan obbesessed... noticing much has changed really :3

Oh New band obsession to report!

Gone back a bit on the Visual-kei track, and fallen in love with Ayabie <3 Loving there music, Loving there Visual-Kei Style too! There Ayabies and theres also Canzel there awesome!

hmm what else is there Oh there Ben 10: Alien force... Why i like this show so much is still a mystery to me XD its a kids program but its awesomness and the jokes in it are more for the adults. It thourghly entertaining and i reccomend for everyone to watch it!

What else is there... Well theres Genral JDramas that i need to catch up with, such as Tumbling... oh boy do i need to catch up with tumbling lol.
On the Anime route, Ive been reccomended Angel Beats, and i watch epiode 1, didnt really understand whats going on, but its an awesome anime and is rather funny too, so i shall catch up with that as well at some point!
And i really want to watch K-ON, as everyone seems to love it and i wanna see what the fuss is about! XD
Oh and then theres Shugo Chara, im at ep 35 and i need to finish off the first series at some point ^^.

Then in the Gaming world, BLUR!

The actual game its self on single player mode.. i dont really like all that much, but when it comes to the Online racing, That is awesome! especally when your in a party and your friends are giving a running commentary of whats happening to there cars, It makes me laugh to no end!
Then theres my usual love for RPG's Gotta finish off Eternal Sonata... i could probably finish that one off rather quickly if i didnt wanna watch all of the cutscenes lol.
Then there Star Ocean: The Last Hope, I wanna finish this game too... but from what i hear... Faize dies, and i dont wanna finish it if Faize is gonna die I LOVE FAIZE DONT KILL HIM OFF DAMN IT!!!!
Then theres Final Fantasy 13...well... as much as i wanna finish this game... the lack of freedom and what not irritaes the crap outta me so im taking a LOOONG break from it lol.

Anything else.... not really lol so im gone for the day. Will prob post another blog later with my picnic trip in the park today! ^^

Ja Ne

Kai.

London Expo! 2010!

2010-05-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

WHOOO! well i did enjoy the london expo more so this year than any others! and i got to meet new people which is always awesome!

We had a small doll meet on the sat... which got mixed with the Figure.fm meet which was cool, cause i got to see all these epic figurines and what not ^^ now i know why daddy likes them so much! lol once i find a job and move into nans, im so gonna cash out on dolls and figurines!... then again... i bought a bunch of figurines whilst i was over in Japn last year... but i must have thrown em away due to lack of space for em... or because they wouldnt be able to fit in the moving moxes to nans house lol

I shall go about posting up pictures later, as there on my phone and its on charge at the moment... and my phone has a wierd thing about being pluged into a computer and turned on usb mode... it doesnt like to recive calls when its like that... so i ll post em up later when i know nobodys gonna call me lol

hmmm ive just sorta figured out that the group of people i was hanging about with today we all younger than me *cries*... but all taller and older looking!!! DAMN IT!!! my child like apperence and shortness distresses me greatly!

Doesnt help that i talk like im 12 too -_-

Oh well...

On another note... the doll meet today (sun) was rather boring... but what can you do really... one of my friends rescued me from it though bey asking me if i wanted to attend the D.Grey-man Meet with her to take pics lol which was awesomeness... once she uploads the pics... im so gonna steal some and post them up here! XD

This coplsya was Sora Takenouchi from Digi8mon Season 1... Next years Cosplay.... TSUNA FROM KATEKYO HITMAN REBORN!!! YEAH BABY!... hmmm or...mebbe hibari... yeh hibari doesnt have spiky hair which is great cause i cant style a wig for shit lol

well... this one is off ski untill i upload the pictures ^^ onto reading the story i was reading on my phone! XD

Edit-

PHOTOS YAY!!!!!

Day one!

Me and 6:30 in the morning... just walking to the bus stop! XD

Miku got lazy and decided to sit in my Pocket during the long ass walk to the end of the line... god it was like a marathon...

Hokuto No Ken Display... I took it mostly for my friend (who i like to call froggy) who loves the manga...i myself am not to fond of it... but this game looks awesome!!!

Now Samurai Warriors i LOVE!!!! i really want this game to come out on the xbox 360 as i havent got a WII!!!!! *cries* TOPLESS MOTOCHIKA I SHALL HAVE YOUUUUU!!!! <3

Miku nd Takuya (with his creapy eyes lol) chillin out with all the other Dorries!

D.arks new little Yo, Pino i think her name was?

One of D.arks DD's i really want one!

Jez's new girl! she is so cute!

I honestly love the uona (sp?) faceplates... i want one for myself... so many things so little moneys xD

Lovely girl on Gril / Twincest action! <3 XD

Day one was by far the best day ive ever had at the Expo before! Thanks to all you guys that made it that way! :D plus i relly need to get myself a lazer beem to point at people heads whilst there in the middle of conversations xD Epic Win!

Day 2

Bluuured but this is me as Sora Takenouchi from digimon, with my Darling Kyouya as Yamato! Azul was Taichi... but at this point he was in my bag due to my arms aching... he comes out a bit later though... this is just us waiting in the line xD

Vivi cosplayer lining up for a burger... This amused me greatly XD

Azul as Taichi, stealing Daisukes (digimon season 2) digivice from me! XD yeah... this amused me too xD

Finally Got an unwilling Azul to stand up! i really need to get new strings for him lol

Spidy, Batman and Halo Guy! plus some other random dude!

My latest Yaoi doujinshi! + its my first Katekyo Hitman Reborn one too! 182769 for the WIN! <3

yeah there wa a croud of people in the middle dancing to build me up butter cup for a camera... nt sure what was going on here... but it was kinda awesome! XD

Blured... but GUNDMN GIRL FOR THE WIN! Awesome cosplay and the fact that it wa a girl inside made it all the more awesome to me! XD

Kyouya on the journey home... Axul was back in the bag xD

Me chillin out at daddy house on the computer.... Still not bothering to change out of my cosplay outfit... besides my wig xD to be honest i didnt change out of it untill i went to bed lol that hat is WAAAY to comfertable lol

Dearest sister Taylor (*coughyeahrightcough*) and daddy sorting out the BBQ! which was delicous! (i cant spell for shit! XD honestly ¬.¬ *sigh*)

well the two days were mucho fun! the sat being far better than the sun but oh well! hopefully october wil be even better... and hopefully by that time i shall have a job so i can acutally buy more things! <3

~Kai

Miku/ Kanon / Miyavi Twitter?! Teruki Blog?! WHERE TAKUYA-CHI!!!!!

2010-05-23T13:37:00.000-07:00

ZOMG! i must be extra late on this but OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG

Miku from An Cafe has a Twitter... So does Kanon... And Miyavi?! O.O

Im slightly near hyper ventilating....

Teruki also has a blog...

Its a shame that i cant read any of them xD

Well... besides Miyavi's Twitter... Half of thats in English so meh...

anyhu...

WHERE TAKUYA-CHI!!!!!!!????!?!?!

... and Yu-ki-ki to a lesser degree xD

i want An Cafe back together... I miss my obsessing over them... Recently tried to style my hair back to Visual Kei/ JRock Style... it looks okay...

hmmm On another note... i need to bribe my mum for her palm pre... shes not using ittttt and i want ittttt xD

Meh

Im gone...

Got storys to update lol

~Kai

~Growing up~

2010-04-27T01:18:00.000-07:00

Well im 20 now... have been since novemeber lol, but yeah... im always thinking that i should grow up and act my age....

but honestly...

i kinda find it impossible.

Im just genrally a childish person and knowing me im -

Interuption here...

i swere to god i just saw 2 moths or flys something along the lines of a flying bug, Mating....Interesting.... first 2 cats humping now 2 flying bugs mating o.o why do i look outside my window of a morning?

End interuption.

Anyway as i was saying. ima genrally chilodish person and knowing me im never going to grow out of it... i mean sure as i grow older there will be situations where im going to have to act my own age. and at the moment, i do act my age when i need too, like whist scolding my younger siblings.

i dont know... maybe i feel neducated that what makes me feel as if i should act like im 10 :/

though supicously even though my friends always tell me that i act like a child but yet whenever they have a problem they always come to me first for help... aparently im avery good listener and give great advice... my parents do it too lol especially my step mum, she deosnt usually ask me for my advice first but im genrally one of the people on her list of people to ask.

anyways... ive got a house to clezn and breakfast to eat... and i despratly need something to drink before i collapes of dehydration >.>

See ya!

~Kai

~My Hair - and old Hairs styles :)~

2010-04-20T15:57:00.000-07:00

Well.... I put this up from a request from a blogger friend :)

My hair is one of the things about myself that i have a very much Love & Hate Relationship with....

Ive been through several styles since i turned into my teens...

First i started off with my Long hair, which i grew out since about year 4? 3? ever since half my hair burned off because they let me light a candle in school ¬.¬

yeah... i left it long Untill about half through secondary school (high school) when i decided... this summers too hot... im chopping off half my hair!

Yeah...

Then i decided that hmmm that length really isnt my style... so i shall let it grow! ...untill i got to collage...

Wear i decided to dye my hair orange (it was supposed to be blond... but unfortunatly i have red in my hair... because my mother was ginger! I BLAME HER!) and cut it all off...

really short...

Then after that incident... i decided to grown it again... but at this point in time... i was reaaaaly into Jrock/ Visual kei and i loved there hair styles! soooo i decided to start making my hair look more Jrockish... and this was about the time where i started to cut my own hair too lol, yeah so i cut my hair and left the back long, and the front was quite short... it looked like i had shoulder length hair from the front... but when you looked at the back you just saw this long peice of hair falling down lol

yeah... these pictures dont really show that... however they do prove my jrock/visual kei phase lol

Then i started to love to wear wigs (still do!) and i started to style wigs!

Gah i love that red wig! and yeah thats me in Japan on harajuku bridge blending in XD well... technically i must have blended in seeing as tourists were asking me to stop so they could take my picture... and they seemed to be thanking me in Japanese.... it of course didnt help that i replyed to them in Japanese XD im a dofus! XD (it was me and my friend who kept on getting asked! shes was in sweet lolita and i was in gothic... though she looked VERY much english! XD heres a bonus pic
)

and then we got to my next hair style change... where i sort of cut my hair so that i would have a side fringe... and got my sister to add some extensions in for me to see what my hair would be like when i let it grow out lol please excuse the boobies in this photo... .>.>

Then we have my latest look... which i do love to peices...

Its funny how i have all these different hairs styles, however my hair is naturally CURLY... and most of these styles only look good whilst straight xD

well i have too keep my hair straight more frequently than i used to now lol, but i prefer it this way... me with my curly hair just makes me look even more child like than i already do >.<

Well i hope you enjoyed!

~Kai

~Dancing Fever LOL~

2010-04-19T09:45:00.000-07:00

Wheeeee!!!!

well.. me and my sister had a lot of fun this afternoon xD

we decided to dance to NEWS- Koi no ABO LOL

and then my sister decided to dance to Tohoshinki - Share the World XD

however... when i say dancing.... o.o well...its more madness messing around lol

here they are!

Me & my sister dancing to Koi no ABO -

Then my sister dancing to Share the World -

Fun times

were weird and cant dance... but we enjoy ourselves! XD

~Takumi-kun~

2010-04-18T13:00:00.001-07:00

>.> im late i know....

BUT OMG!!!!

YAOI JDRAMA!!

WINNNNN!!!!!!!

EPIC FREAKING WIN!!!

<3

...welll now that thats out of the way... lol

let go back to watching it shall we?

<3

~Kai

~How Dirty are You Quiz~

2010-03-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

Your result for The Dirty Mind Test...

Filthy

You scored 92% Dirtiness!

Judging by your score, your mind is a wasteland of perversion and impurity. Congratulations! You are officially in possession of a dirty mind. You probably enjoy dirty jokes very much and appreciate the sexy things in life. Thinking about sex is something you do often, and you probably wonder why other people can't loosen up.

Take The Dirty Mind Test at HelloQuizzy

LOL I KNEW IT!!!! ;)

~Kai

~[Rant]Mothers Day~

2010-03-14T12:35:00.000-07:00

I HATE this day with Passion...

I get nothing but Grief on Mothers Day... in fact i hate every holiday besides chirstmas... (which im not all that fond about eather...) including my birthday.

Heres the story of what happened today.

I woke up... forgot to make my mum a mothers day card, i was going to end up making her one before she returned home from meeting her friend, but i got side tracked with other things... like getting dressed, showering, putting the laundry in the tumble dryer... etc...

said happy mothers day to mother who, phoned up nan and said happy mothers day, to which my dad (who was round my nans told me my mum was upset that i hadnt made her a mothers day card, so i draged my self back upstairs and started to make one... then my little sister comes in my room and complains that she hasnt got any blue tac to put up her poster... and she wouldnt leave me alone, so i put down the card i was making and went downstairs to tell my mum that i was going to buy blue tac for HER DAUGHTER (she could have at least given me the money?0 and i said ill give her her mothers day card when i get back, to which she replyed 'dont bother you probably didnt have one made before daddy talked to you' to which i growled and and said 'fine' walking off muttering about how i hate mothers day, and how the least she could do was except it.

then dinner came by, and i put all the dished in the dish washer and what not with out any question. all the while having to scold my youner brother and sister, when they were doing something they shouldnt have een, whilst my mum seemingly ignored it. then when my nan left to go home, my mum went upstairs to sleep be cause she was tired from walking the day before, so i looked after the childrne whilst she slept... then my other sister came home from a school trip she had been on. she went upstairs to make my mum a card cause she also hadnt made one,weather my mum excepted it in the end wass another question that i dont know the answer to.

Then later on i came into the kitchen, my 15 year old sister was sitting there along with my younger brother and sister, and my mum turns to me and says, 'can you make the little ones there dinner at 6 please?'

WHAT THE FUCK!

my sister who was also sitting at the table, having done NOTHING all day as she hadnt been here was not asked to do antyhing... nonono it was ME who was told to do it. so i grumbled and did it, then after dinner i had to cut some orange for the ungratful brats too >.>

then just about 10 mins ago i said 'okay seeing as such and such program isnt on anymore im going upstairs' and my mum said to me 'oh okay can you take thes plates downstairs into the kitchen' to which i replyed 'No i said im going UPSTAIRS' and she just said again can i take the plates into the kitchen, and i stressed out and grabbed them and put them into the kitchen, spilling something on the way, which earned another snarky remark from the woman, and when i came back in she like 'oh whats got you so moody' to which i told her why i was and shes like 'oh lifes so hard for you' and i told her 'do NOT be sarcastic with me im not in the mood' and she continued to be sarcastic, and i kept on replying for her to shut up... but the woman always has to have the last FUCKING WORD! I HATE HER!!!!

no i dont hate her.. .she my mother... i have to love her... but that doesnt changed the fact that shes and evil bitch that needs to know when to shut up or one day i will have a switch of personality and bitch slap her and kick the shit outta her >:/

Hope the rest of you have a wonderful Mothers day or White Day. belive me... anyones should have been better than mine.

~Kai

~WANTS FFXIII~

2010-03-06T08:41:00.000-08:00

I BLUDDY WELL WANT FINAL FANTASY 13 DAMNITT!!!! Stupid game always rejecting my card when there nothing worng with it...

i shall have you FFXIII...

soon you shall be min my pretty:3

nufufufufu

~Kai

~Sadistic Love - KAT-TUN~

2010-02-03T01:13:00.000-08:00

Ive been dwelling on it for a while now, because it amuses me to think of it XD, but is it just me or did they specifically pic Ueda to sing most of the lines in Sadistic Love XD and Koki for that matter XD

Every time i watch the Live version from the Break the Records Live DVD i crack up into laughter at the lyrics XD and watching Uepi singing them knowing that he seems to have that twinkle in his eyes XD

On another note ~

Mother was in a bad mood this morning and tried to make everyone else in one too... she distresses me.

I left her a message yesterday on her phone because she had said to me earlier yesterday morning that my little brother had no socks... which was a LIE he had PLENTLY OF SOCKS! not matching ones bt plently of socks. Theres nothing i can do about no matching socks... i try to match up every sock but socks go missing in this house all the time so its very difficult... and its not my problem if your to damn UPTIGHT that you wont send your child to nursery with odd socks... for christ sake hes 4 and hes in nursery they dont CARE! its not like ther gonna fucking judge you as a parent just because hes wearing odd socks... JESUS! GET OVER YOURSELF WOMAN!!!!

hmmm anyhu... i have cleaning to do :3 HAPPY DAYS!!!!

~ Kai

P.s KYOUYA SHOULD BE ARRIVING TODAY!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA J WERAPHN AHBNLFKweuhbwfaefhkgbawjke!11!!!!111!

~Life is shit~

2010-01-11T11:24:00.000-08:00

~Life is shit~

Has anyone got any idea what it like to be seen as the reject child in the family, the one who cant do anything, the one whose never been able to do anything with there life... that what i am in my family, and its all my fault. if i did better in school i wouldnt have my mum telling me that i fail in life every arguement we have.

To be honest i still dont know what i want to do in life, i think about it every day, but at the moment the best i ve come up with is this childcare course thing. its something i can do and something that im good at... in fact its the only thing i seem to be good at - besides expressing my self anf my frustration.

Ive had a shit evening this evening ive been told that im a pig/tramp who lives in shit, pretty much :/ and ive also had my dreams been taken away from me, well at least tried to be taken away from me again. my mum is now telling me that she wont let me go to japan if she has anything to say about it. well she doesnt so there.

its my dream and the only thing in the future im trying to work towards, or at leasst figure out a way to work towards.

Nobody and i mean NOBODY will fucking take that away from me. i refuse.

Its my dream and i will stick to it.

Now if youll excuse me ive got some childcare course learning to be doing. ...and some figuring out what a equal opportunities policy is :/ i mean i know what it is... i just dont know how to start writing a draft for one... i think ill just move onto the next activity.

Anyhu.

I'm gone

~Kai

~Random entry 2~

2010-01-11T08:20:00.000-08:00

~Random entry 2~

Yoko Ono seems like a nice lady... but she realy cant sing o.o

~Kai

~Modifications to Blog & KAT-TUN's New Song!~

2010-01-10T15:50:00.000-08:00

~Modifications to Blog & KAT-TUN's New Song!~

YAY! I fianlly made it so that we can have comments! <3

So happy! my html skillz are getting better! ...not really, im just getting better at thinking things through before i copy and paste XD

Hmmm on another note...
KAT-TUN HAVE A NEW SONG COMMING OUT!!!! <3
I've been waiting so bluddy long! lol
Its called Love yourself - Kimi ga Kirai na Kimi ga Suki
Sounds like its going to be a slow song. yay!
I love slow songs :3

Anyhu... back to CSI:Miami lol

~Kai

P.s. Like the new layout? lol

~Small Rant - Once again... Guess who about?~

2010-01-07T12:16:00.000-08:00

~Small Rant - Once again... Guess who about?~

...*eye twitch*

Again... Mother is going on about my room >.>

i though we had gotten over this faze....

shes taken a picture of my sisters room and posted it up on facebook and said 'im next' *sighs* ive just replied saying that ive taken worse photos of my room and put them up... plus everyone knows what my room looks like :p

im just irritated at the threat more than anything. i swere ill take a pic of her room when shes got all the washing that she 'forgets' to take downstairs and what not >.> see how she likes it -_-

anyway gotta gu now. watching Paul Mckenna weight loss program lool

~Kai

P.S. LOL i just figured out that my wholse Course is online XD im such an idiot lol

~Asian Songs - My Top 40 <3~

2010-01-04T16:22:00.000-08:00

~Asian Songs - My Top 40 <3~

Okay well… I was bored and decided to make my very own all time Asian Chart ~<3>

Unfortunately I don’t know any Korean songs/groups (besides Tohoshinki…but they don’t count lol)

So I will just be sticking with Japanese & Chinese songs.

These song will come from any time & any Genre <3

Ive decided to make it a proper Chart too, and do a count down from 40 lol

If I had more time (and new more bands lol) I prob do a count down from 100 lol

Anyhu these are my recommended songs for everyone Starting from 40~:

40. Hey! Say! – Hey! Say! 7

39. Seishin Amigo – Kamenashi Kazuya & Yamashita Tomohisa/Shuji to Akira

38. L.O.V.E. U - Leah Dizon

37. Fantasy - Alice Nine

36. Haruka Kanata – ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION

35. Timeless-Mobius Rover- - T.M.Revelution

34. Yellow Berry - Zoro

33. Belive - Ai

32. Zen Me Ban – S.H.E

31. Broken Youth – Nico Touches the walls

30. Jumpin’ Up – KAT-TUN

29. Xie Xie Ni De Wen Rou – S.H.E & Fahrenhiet

28. GLAMOROUS SKY - NANA Staring MIKA NAKASHIMA

27. RESCUE – KAT-TUN

26. My Sunshine – Rock’a’Trench

25. Infinity – GIRL NEXT DOOR

24. POPSTAR – Hirai Ken

23. SHOW GIRL – Koda Kumi

22. Kibun Jojo – Mihimaru GT

21. Paradox – W-inds.

20. Chao Xi Huan Ni - Fahrenheit

19. BANDAGE - Lands

18. Xin Wo – Fahrenheit & S.H.E

17. Somebody for Someone – Kazuya Kamenashi

16. Loveless – Yamashita Tomohisa

15. Kimi Ni Negai Wo - Miyavi

14. Itoshii Hito - Miyavi

13. Wahaha – Kanjani8

12. Koi No ABO - NEWS

11. Innocent Sorrow – Abingdon Boys School

10. Wagamama Koshinkyouku – An Cafe

09. Share the World - Tohoshinki

08. Sakura Addiction - Takashi Kondo & Toshinobu Iida

07. Ai Uta - Greeeeeen

06. SMACK – Nakamaru Yuichi

05. Love in Snow – Ueda Tatsuya

04. SIGNAL – KAT-TUN

03. Cherry Saku Yuki – An Cafe

02. Escapism – An Cafe

01. White Xmas – KAT-TUN

That took a lot of time and thinking through lol but I finally did it! YAY! Anyhu… feel free to do the same :) oh and please link back to me if you do! I would love to read what you chose ^_^

~Kai

~Random Entry1~

2010-01-03T15:59:00.000-08:00

~Random Entry 1~

New fave saying: when in doubt, deny, deny, deny.

haha.

~Kai

~Just Dance~

2009-12-24T15:29:00.000-08:00

~Just Dance~

OMG THIS GAME ON THE WII RUUULEEEESSSS!!!!

Tis awesome for a game to play with your friends at a party for fun :D and great for loosing weight too! XD

Anyhu... that was all i really wanted to say lol

i iz gonnnneeee!

~Kai

~Dogging Cats~

2009-12-17T06:31:00.000-08:00

~Dogging Cats~

LOL

i came back from work this morning, opened the front room curtains... and saw 2 cats humping in the front garden of my neighbour LOL

acording to MauMau i was dogging cats XD I totally agree XD

~Kai

~HAHA~

2009-12-16T15:41:00.000-08:00

~HAHA~

just filmed sister dancing to Lady Gaga - Bad Romance

Uploading it to youtube later :D will post it up on here in next post :3

~Kai

~Lady Gaga - Bad Romance~

2009-12-09T11:38:00.000-08:00

~Lady Gaga - Bad Romance~

OMG i shouldnt... but i do... I LOVE IT!!! KYAH! the video is creepy and cool and the song is so addictive that i cant stop singing it and i cant stop myself from liking it XD

...that was all LOL

~Kai

~Dreams~

2009-12-03T14:42:00.000-08:00

~Dreams~

Oh my gooooodddd! i took my *cough* afternoon nap (lol) this afternoon and i had a really weird dream that i met a guy online... and he turned out to be Miku from An Cafe.... O.,O

(picture taken by my friend at the An Cafe Gig we went to SO CUTE!)

Which is odd for 2 reasons....

I havent thought about An Cafe let alone Miku for a while now.... and second ly Miku's not even my faveroute!

Takuya is!*loves!*

Odd...though strangly hot....

So i have come to the conclusion....that all my dreams are Random!

LOL

~Kai

Quick Update

2009-12-03T14:19:00.000-08:00

~Quick Update~

Wow! i havent blogged since last month!....sadly i have no other excuse besides i was 'probably sleeping at he time' ... i tend to sleep alot... i think it had something to do with me going to bed at 1-2 am and then having to get up for for around 5:30 lol...or maybe not (though i know it is XD)

Hmm well i have now enroled myself on a Childcare course! WHOO! one step closer to my plan/dream!

im finally trying to take control of my life... its only taken me...what? 20 years? lol well i suppose the first 16 dont really count.... but after 16 your kinda expected to make your own choices and start to do things independently.... its just taken me MUCH longer than anyone else to figure that out however lol. so yeh... im going to make sure i push my self hard with this course and make sure i complete it so i can try to take a degree in childcare! all the while trying to teach myself Japanese.... which should lead me to be able to become a Nursery/kindergarten teacher in Japan! <3

Oh and on other news i took part in the whole buying presents for people this Christmas... but the penalty for me was.... that im probably over drafted on my debit card LOL.

Ebays way to more temping than it should be.

oh well..

i need a drink of water so... im off ski!

Ja Ne!

~Kai

~KAT-TUN meme~

2009-11-15T11:11:00.000-08:00

KAT-TUN meme

OVERTURE (KAT-TUN & U)

☆ How did you learn out about KAT-TUN?
Reply: i already knew that they were a popular Japanese band... but i was to lazy to do my research... but then kokoronoexists talked me into researching them... now heart them!
☆ Do you remember which was the first KAT-TUN song you have ever listened to?
R.: Keep the faith probably.... if you count listening to it on the Yukan Club Drama so many times before actually researching the rest of the songs.... but if we’re talking about an actual song and video I first watched... then it would be RESCUE lol
☆ Which is your favorite KAT-TUN member?
R.: Ueda Tatsuya – but i have a soft spot for Nakamaru hehe
☆ Your favorite KAT-TUN member has been you favorite since you started enjoying the group? If no, who was your favorite at first?
R.: My first favourite was Junno, and i also had a soft spot for Jin.... but now Jin seems to irritate me... whist i still like Junno, but ive kinda got used to his lame jokes now and cant laugh anymore lol
☆ Which is your favorite KAT-TUN song?
R.: Love in Snow heart
☆ What about your favorite KAT-TUN PV?
R.: Merry X’mas - *sighs* the bit where koki is in the phone box seemingly crying gets to me everytime... *sniffs*
☆ Which KAT-TUN song you think that doesn’t have a PV should have one?
R.: LOVE JUICE heart that song is waaaay too sexy and I want to see what a video to it would look like lol
☆ Do you have any KAT-TUN Official product (like DVD, singles, CDs, Goods, etc… )?
R.: unless you count Idol magazines, (such as Duet & potato) then no... the import charge is too high... ill get some when i next go to Japan heart
☆ Do you watch Cartoon KAT-TUN regularly?
R.: Yosh! Which reminds me i have to do a bit of catching up... haven’t watched the most recent eps... even if there are no subs i still watch and someone figure out whats going on lool
☆ Define KAT-TUN in one word.
R.: Love

FIRST PART (Time for some music)

(1. Put your music player on shuffle. ||| 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. ||| 3. It doesn’t have to be, necessarily, only KAT-TUN songs, of course.)
note: im using a playlist that is mostly compiled with KAT-TUN songs.... XD

01. What do you think of Kame?
R.: Everything – Arashi (lol apparently hes my all? XD)
02. Would you marry Jin?
R.: Sparkling – Ueda Tatsuya (ill take that as a yes?)
03. Is Junno the funniest guy on Earth?
R.: Hana no Mau Michi – Ueda Tatsuya (well according to ‘free translation’ that title means the town where the flower dances... and to see a flower dance is very humorous to me so i can only assume that junno must be the funniest guy on earth lol)
04. Koki should join the Yakuza?
R.: GOLD – KAT-TUN (lol listen to the song and you’ll get you answer XD)
05. Do you think Ueda is, in fact, a butterfly?
R.: Yorokobi no Uta - KAT-TUN (‘Aishiteru Aishiteru heart’ song of Joy? He must be then? Lol)
06. Is Nakamaru the bravest man you ever heard of?
R.: Crazy Love – Ueda Tatsuya (LOL i don’t get this one lol)
07. How would you describe Koki’s personality?
R.: Ai no Hana – Ueda Tatsuya (awwww flower of love? Cuuute it fits his sensitive side heart)
08. What is Jin’s life story?
R.: RESCUE – KAT-TUN (LAWL)
09. Do you think Ueda will ever get married?
R.: care – Akanishi Jin (urm... i think that means a yes?)
10. What is Kames’s biggest secret?
R.: BUTTERYFLY – Akanishi Jin & Ueda Tatsuya ( LAWL Tattchan isn’t the butterfly! Kame-kun is!!! XD)
11. What makes Nakamaru laugh?
R.: Make U Wet – Tanaka Koki (urm.... XD)
12. What is Junno’s motto?
R.: w/o notice?? – Kamenashi Kazuya ( L O L)
13. Do you think Jin should shave his hair?
R.: LOVE JUICE – Akanishi Jin ( urmmm this doesn’t make sense but ill take it as a no lol)
14. Kame is the sexiest living human being?
R.: Belive – Ai (first non KAT-TUN song lol.... urm and i would take that as a yes XD)
15. What would Nakamaru dance in his wedding?
R.: DONT YOU EVER STOP – KAT-TUN (AWESOME DANCE CHOICE NAKAMARU-KUN!!!!!!! XD)
16. What Johnny-san thinks of Junno?
R.: LOST – Ueda Tatsuya (XD bless poor Junno-kun! XD)
17. What the other KAT-TUN members think of Ueda?
R.: Your Side – KAT-TUN (awwww blesss! They love hiiiim!!!! heart
18. Koki made public that he is, actually, an alien!
R.: Rhodesia – Tanaka Koki & Ueda Tatsuya (urm....?)
19. What do your parents think of KAT-TUN?
R.: Love in Snow – Ueda Tatsuya (??? Does this mean they love them without me knowing about it? Sneaky parents!!!)
20. KAT-TUN is taking a one-year-break! What now?! T^T
R.: Keep The Faith – KAT-TUN (OMG SO FITTING!!!!!)

MC PART (scenario situations moment)

Number the six KAT-TUN members randomly to answer the next questions.

#1. Nakamaru Yuichi
#2. Kamenashi Kazuya
#3. Ueda Tatsuya
#4. Taguchi Junnosuke
#5. Akanishi Jin
#6. Tanaka Koki

☆ You go for a walk in the park with your pet in a park, when you see that a violent fight is happening. You approach the commotion, and notices that #1 and #6 are the ones fist fighting! And no one is doing anything to stop them. You...?
R.: Laugh slightly in amazement that Yuichi is able to hold his own and then whack them both over the head with one of those toy mallets telling them to stop being silly lol
☆ #3 says he wants to leave KAT-TUN to live with you in your country. What would you say?
R.: i would probably squeal in delight *squeels* but then suggest to him weather i could move over to his contry instead as its always been my dream... and i don’t want to be responsible to breaking up KAT-TUN or for Tatchan’s fangirls killing me >.< ☆ #4 persuades #5 to do something he is terribly afraid of. How he did it?
R.: Seduction? Joke? How the heck would Junno Get Jin to do anything? XD Dare him? Urm....trick him someway? lol
☆ If #2’s life were a movie, what would it be its title, genre and rating?
R.: The Life of a Turtle (lol) Romantic Drama fashion film XD and rating would be 15+ ? XD
☆ You would be #5’s pet or he would be your pet? Explain. x3
R.: i would probably be his pet... mainly cause i would feel too lazy to care for someone that irritate me lol
☆ You and a group of friends went to Bali for vacations, and rent a bungalow in the beach. When you finally get there, you notice that #6 rent the bungalow right next to yours, and is there all alone, trying to rest in peace, while your friends are trying to be the most lively and loud as possible. You…?
R.: tell my friends to shut up or ill shoot them all... always good to install a bit of terror in your friends :D
☆ If you were #1, what would you change about yourself?
R.: the fact that i am so damned afraid of everything lol awww bless but Maru can help it *huggles maru*
☆ You are wandering in the night city, when you see a guy crying his eyes out, sitting in the sidewalk. You notice it is #3, poor him. You…?
AWWWWWWWWWWWW i would so rush over and hug him and take him home with me as if he was a lost puppy!
☆ What would probably be #2’s reaction if #4 ever suddenly kissed him on the lips?
R.: i dunno... i have my suspicions about Kame lol the episode of Cartoon KAT-TUN where he discussed ‘the Hands’ thing makes me suspect he might enjoy it XD
☆ You went to a very lively party. There you drink a suspicious drink someone put on your hands and black out. When you wake up, you realize you are in a hotel room, lying in the bed with #5, both without any clothes on!
R.: Im rather a bad drunk and i tend to remember everything thats happened the night before... knowing my luck it was probably me that initated the thing... as even though i find Jin irritating... he is HAWT! I would probably just wake up and just think... ‘hmmm interesting...my lucky night ;)’ then snuggle back up to him and fall back to sleep lol
☆ What probably was #4’s first word?
R.: ‘gagu’ lool
☆ If #2 wasn’t part of KAT-TUN, which JE group he would be part of?
R.: Arashi? Didn’t he say in one ep that he wanted to be a part of Arashi? XD or the lie detector said that he did? XD
☆ What #1 would say if you, accidently, drop extremely hot coffee in his… “lap”?
R.: “ITAIIIIIII” ....most likely really lol then i would get a tissue and rub...ahem... i mean dry him down lool
☆ You are wandering in the mall, just for the heck of it. Then you let something you were carrying fall. You lower to pick it up and hear the sound of you pants ripping. You look back up and notice a guy staring at your showing panties, and it’s #6, completely blush.
R.: knowing me i would shrug it off and ask him if he wanted to borrow my panties sometime? XD
☆ You are ridding the subway, in a very crowed day. You are practically trapped between the door and a man that you can see the face. The metro stop, the door open and a bunch of people pushes your right into that man’s arms. Then you finally notice he’s #3, and that any of you can move an inch, ‘cause there is no space.
R.: *blush* *naughty crowded train situation thoughts begin*
☆ You and you boyfriend/girlfriend went to the movies and #4 is there. Which movie is he going to watch? Is he alone? What should you do??
R.: comedy film? Probably not Junno has a girlfriend as far as i know lol and maybe invite them the join us to watch the movie? Or just secretly take pictures of him lol to post on the internet lol
☆ You are in a KAT-TUN concert, and #1 and #2 invites you to go on stage. When you got up there, they both start doing a sexy lap dancing for you, ‘till they make a sandwich of you (if you know what I mean x3). And your reaction about the lap dancing?
R.: “interesting....now let me show you both how its reaaaly done!” *drags boys of stage and into a closet somewhere* heart
☆ You are driving your pretty new car around town, no insurance, that you saved money for years to buy. You stop in the traffic light and *BAM*, someone crashes violently your back. You burst out of your car, ready to kick the sunovabitch’s ass, when you notice that the driver is #5.
R.: would probably continue my early thoughts and kick his ass...
☆ You left work really late, like almost midnight. You are almost getting your car when a drunk guy grabs you, muttering rubbish. You punch him immediately and he falls, laughing hysterically. Then you notice it’s #6.
R.: “oh Koki-kun its you? Need a place to crash?” hehe
☆ Who would probably be #4 perfect match?
R.: someone to keep him in line from telling to many crap jokes lol or someone who enjoys listening to them? lol

PART TWO (More music)

(1. Put your music player on shuffle. ||| 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. ||| 3. It doesn’t have to be, necessarily, only KAT-TUN songs, of course.)

21. In your opinion, Kame is a total…
R.: FANTASY – Alice Nine (lol)
22. Should Cartoon KAT-TUN staff make Ueda wears meggings?
R.: Zen Me Ban – S.H.E (what to do? thats pretty much the question lool)
23. What would be the punishment for Nakamaru if he denies to bungee again?
R.: Simple and Clean – Utada Hikaru (lol)
24. What were Junno in a past live?
R.: Motteke! Sailor Fuku – Aya Hirano (a sailor uniform? XD )
25. What Koki thinks of himself?
R.: Yorokobi no Uta – KAT-TUN (he is a song of joy lol)
26. Jin is feeling sad lately. Why would that be?
R.: Itoshii Hito – Miyavi (because of his beloved one awww)
27. You are in your very first KAT-TUN concert! How are you feeling?
R.: Morning Glow – Mayuko Aoki (must be feeling good then! XD)
28. Ueda is writing a book! What is it about?
R.: 1000 Words – Jade from Sweetbox (apparently its going to be a short boox but still don’t know what its going to be about lol)
29. Kame decided to live as a hermit in Mt. Fuji, because…
R.: Shut your Mouth – Pain (urm?)
30. Junno secret wish is…
R.: RESCUE – KAT-TUN (lol)
31. Nakamaru is going abroad for vacation. Where is he going?
R.: READY STEADY GO! – L’arc~en~ciel (urm.... hes all set... but again doesn’t really tell us where hes going lol)
32. What would KAT-TUN guys give Koki as a birthday gift?
R.: Snow Scene – An Cafe (lol)
33. Jin announces he is going to direct a dorama next season. What’ll be the dorama?
R.: Bokura no Love Story – WaT ( lol good name for a Dorama though lol)
34. Junno has a new addiction:
R.: Melt the Sugar – The Summer Obsession
35. Ueda says he doesn’t want to be a S anymore ‘cause…
R.: Everlasting Snow – Dream (yeh... okay....)
36. How Jin felt when he got his first kiss?
R.: Innocent Sorrow – Abingdon Boys School (awww bless)
37. If Nakamaru were being bullied by his university’s senpais, how would KAT-TUN help him?
R.: I Hate This Part – Pussycat Dolls (???? Theyll break up with him?? XD)
38. What is the first thing Koki does when he wakes up in the morning?
R.: Hummingbird – little by little ( sings with the birdies! XD)
39. Kame wants to find a new goal in his life. What do you suggest?
R.: Kiss ME – New Found Glory ( LOL)
40. Johnny-sama says a KAT-TUN member has to leave. What’s KAT-TUN’s reaction?
R.: Broken Youth – Nico touches the Walls (lol)

ENCORE (complete the blank spaces)

☆ I would like to be Kame’s (Bitchlol).
☆ If Jin was a color, he would be (Purple).
☆ Junno should definitely (make love to[lol]) his hair.
☆ If Koki was an animal, he would be (puppy).
☆ Ueda really should stop (cutting his hair).
☆ Nakamaru looks great when he (smiles that silly smile lol).
☆ Next KAT-TUN Concert Theme should be (Pokemon!).
☆ (Akanishi Jin’s LOVE JUICE) song doesn’t have a PV, but it should.
☆ I hate when Jin (is antisocial with everyone).
☆ I love when Koki (is hyper lol).
☆ The thing I most like about Kame is (the fact that his name means turtle heart lol).
☆ When I listen to (SAMURAI *LOVE*ATTACK) song, I remember of Junno.
☆ I’d like to get a (a lot of perverted things[lol]) from Ueda.
☆ Nakamaru should (do the Russian box roulette ) more.
☆ I’d like to see KAT-TUN doing (swimming).
☆ The thing I most fear about KAT-TUN is (weather there ever going to do a European tour!!!!!).
☆ I’d definitely cry if Kame (ever changes his last name!).
☆ I’d faint if Jin (bought me a BJD).
☆ I’d go ‘kyah’ if Junno (does his sexy bellydancing again LOL).
☆ I’d scream if Koki (sneaked up behind me and scared me).
☆ I’d blush if Ueda (asked me to be his girlfriend heart).
☆ I’d laugh my ass out if Nakamaru (got attacked by Jin again to do the dive).
☆ I’d be really pissed if KAT-TUN (Split up).
☆ KAT-TUN is (what keeps me calm now a days).

~Sick & Lack of Inspiration~

2009-11-11T15:10:00.000-08:00

~Sick & Lack of Inspiration~

im ill and i still have to push myself to get up at 5 to go into work tomorrow even though i REALLY dont want to...

oh well... only good thing is that i get to play the new ratchet & Clank all day tomorrow and go see MUSE play live in the evening at the O2 <3

...not that i actually know that many of any of MUSE's songs mind you....

and as for lack of inspiration... well i cant figure out a new photostory to do and im at a lost on how to start the stories to my characters backgrounds.... im hoping that one day it shall come to me and i shall have a pen and paper to hand to take down notes lol

~Kai

P.s. my birthdays in 6 days....*cries*

~ParcelFAIL~

2009-11-06T10:39:00.000-08:00

~ParcelFAIL~

I HATE PARCELFORCE!!!!!! theyve screwed up AGAIN! i hadnt reived my parcel by 5:30 and thats the time when they said it should be delivered by.... and i waited thinking they might have been held up in traffic...but no arrival... so i phoned up parcel force and after calling someone then being put on hold and then talking to someone at the depo, i found out that my parcel had never left the fucking depo! WTF?! WHY THE HELL HADNT IT?! I scheduled the damned arrival for today but NOOOOOOOOO aparently parcel force are fucking retarded and couldnt even load my parcel into one of there vans!

so now Yuuta should be arriving on monday.... honestly they should have offered to send it to me tomorrow free of charge or suggested that i could pick it up.... Grrrrrrrrr im realy pissed off.

~Hayato's New Face-up~

2009-11-05T14:31:00.000-08:00

~Hayato's New Face-up~

YAY! i've done Hayato's Face up once again lol... i swere ive done this boys face about 5 times now lol. this time it was only because the one i did previously was starting to ware off from too much huggling lol

bless it started to rub off on his lips and under his nose and on his chin lol

and his new face up <3

i <3 it!

hmmm yeh anyhu lol

Yuuta shall Arrive tomorrow <3 Hayato shall finally have his little brother! who i shall have to order a fur wig for lol.

hmmm shall go check the DOA marketplace <3

~Kai

~Mothers....specifically mine....~

2009-10-31T09:24:00.000-07:00

~Mothers....specifically mine....~

i understand my mothers under a lot of stress at the moment, i mean eldet daughter (me) has no proper job...youger daughter takes the piss with studies and thinks my mum is a bank, and shes in the middle of a divorce.... but that give her no fucking reason to:

1. be on her phone every single second of the fucking day! i mean when we go to visit relitives, especally my grandparents, she barley talks to anyone she just sits there on her phone on Twitter most of the time!

2. Slag off your daughters SEVRAL TIMES on TWITTER just because we didnt manage to tidy the living room last night.... you know im sorry i went to bed past 12 and was a bit too tired to clear the living room. and i also have a sister who doesnt listen to me and left me to do everything. i mean mummy just quickly told us before she went to bed to do certain stuff... i tend to forget things when im paying attention to other things so really, its best to get my attention before hand aswell.... GaH!

3. ignore younger children (aka the 5 &3 year old) because she is on phone all day everyday i mean my little sister and brother call my mum to ask her something or show her something and it take about eaither 4 calls from then or one big harsh one from me or my other sister.

i love my mum but she pisses me off. i know i can take the piss sometimes but in honesty if she keeps on doing these things im going to have to sit her down and shout at her... or steal her phone. the latter me and my sister have been thinking to do for quite some time now. ive tried discussing these thing with her before but she seem to turn it all back on me and my sister and blame it on us... when its not just us *sighs*

i have things i need to do now such as check fave comics and weather theyve been updated and check fave manga to do the same thing and type up the ret of one of my stories chapters :D

Peace out!

~Kai

~Sisters are troublesome...~

2009-10-30T18:05:00.000-07:00

~Sisters are troublesome...~

...Especally the ones who are younger than you and think they know better >.> stupid brat. just Cause shes taller than me oes not make her older... i think the phrase 'respect you elders' has been completly lost on my sister.... shes 15 going on 30 >.> fucking brat... i love her, shes my sister duh i have to ... but if i met her on the street and she spoke to me the way she speeks to me now... fucking hell BITCH SLAP!

Ahem... maybe one day i shall do a reeeeaaallly long rant about my sister (on the 15 year old... the 5 year old is not as annoying yet... but is comming up to it quickly...) it would take up at least a day or so for me to compose than damn rant as i have THAT much to say about the brat but yeh .... so maybe another time...

I also have 2 brothers... one on my mums side and the other my my dads side.... im the eldest out of 5 children... *cries to herself* im waiting for both my brothers to get a bit older... one of thems already a pain in the ass but not nearly as much as my sisters.... the other is too young to be a pain in the ass but hes soooo (Despite what my step-mum and dad think) going to be a spoilt brat when hes older >.> i mean the childs already spoilt (sometimes i get a little jealous of this fact.... i feel a little unloved as the eldest child....)

Seriously i cant wait untill i have my half mixed race half japanese children XD (this is my baby plan for the future! find a nice/kind/cute Japanese man to ...marry...(still not sure on the marry part... thats a whole other rant...) and have adorable little children to screw up the minds of!

hmmm scrwing up the minds of children is fun too...okay maybe not screwing up the minds , but making them belive things that arnt true is fun XD told my little sister that then toy butterfly she was playing with this afternoon was a real one it was just dead (which in my defence... did look realistic enough to be true XD) the look on her face was priceless lol but the bluddy child is way to smart for her age and told me i was lying about 2 seconds later lol

anyhu im freaking knackered!

Sleepy times!

NIGHT NIGHTTTTTT <3

~Kai

~Update on Life~

2009-10-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

~Update on Life~

YUUTA is on his waaaay! (well will be soon!) im soooo happy! after waiting 2 Months + for my little Puki Sized Boy he is finally coming! Hayato Shall have his brother during the next 2 weeks! :D

hmmm just got Pokemon Platnum! im Very much loving that! the other day me and my friend we dissucing pokemon, in the middle of London quite loudly lol we got many looks :D, though not as many as me and karakal got whilst meowing down the streets of brigton XD, anyhu back on topic... we were discussing pokemon and how its awsomenss reigns above all else lol and we came up with the idea that someone should make a pokemon virtual reality world... IT WOULD BE SO FREEKING AWSOMEEE!!!! unfortunatly i dont think anyone actually achived vertual reality yet? have they? *shrugs shoulders* i have no idea... but i shall wait for the day that this becomes a reality <3

and i just got back into pokemon battle arena :D thats so crap its awsome! XD

anyhu moving on....

i need to go to the dentist...

~Kai

~No nothing in this house!~

2009-10-06T05:31:00.000-07:00

~No nothing in this house!~

FUCKING FRUSTRATING!

i finally get a Job after months of searching, albeit its a low paying job its still a job! and what do i get when i call up mother?

"you do realize you still have to search for a job"

YES I FUCKING REALIZE THAT! but ya know a simple ' congratulations' would be appreciated but NOOOOOOO.... low paying jobs arnt good enough for a 'congratulations'....Really irritated.... have touched my dolls in Ages and i need to make a Kimono for a commisioner in Japan but all in all im to frustrated to do anything right now.... GAH! *sigh* ill do the kimono later right now i have to phone several different Job Centers, about a job in Game which after all this long period of time im pretty sure are not letting me have the job >.> but no one will listen to me when i say this... i might as well be talking to a fucking brick wall or just be invisible.

being invisible would be awesome.

~Kai

p.s. i still need to post up pictures of the Alice in wonderland meet... *sigh* i really cant be bothered... but ill do it either later or tomorrow.

~Alice in Wonderland - Visual-Kei?~

2009-09-21T17:02:00.001-07:00

~Alice in Wonderland - Visual-Kei?~

Well Finally finished my project and now im very tired and i have to be up in 7 hours lol but i thought id post this last blog of the night informing you of who everyone's going to be.

Alice: Takuya

White Rabbit: Hayato

Cheshire Cat: Miku (whose outfit kinda sucks... but i didnt know what else to do >.>)

Mad Hatter: Seung

Queen(King) of Hearts: Azul (though.... not much of an outfit.....)

(edit: Pics up <3)

Anyhu...

Night! x

~Kai

~Dollmore stuff Arrived! & Rant~

2009-09-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

~Dollmore stuff Arrived! & Rant~

So YAY my Dollmore Stuff Arrived and Azul FINALLY has shoes that fit him... though much trial and error i now know which shoes to get him! (the ones on dollmore lol)

i have a picture tooo of him decked out in his new shoes, eyes, glasses, trousers & hat! ~<3 style="cursor: pointer; width: 309px; height: 439px;" src="http://i57.photobucket.com/albums/g223/nekosaber/BJD/Blogger%20pics/P1040803.jpg" alt="" border="0">

Now Rant Time!

My god im going to kill the people in the UK who brought out the veronica's song '4Ever'

That damn song has been out for at least 3 years now ive had it on my damn playlist on my ipod for a year now, and previously had it on my old mp3 for the other 2 years... yet theyve just randomly decided to bring it out in the UK and call it a 'New' song... ITS NOT FUCKING NEWWWW!!!! im watching the Chart show on TMF at the moment (i have sky yet im watching tmf? dont ask lol) and they just played the song stating that it will be a future hit... IT WAS A FUCKING HIT!!! OVER IN AMERICA ABOUT 3 YEARS FUCKING AGO!!!!!

It really frustrates me living in england....

Japan...please wait for me...

~Kai

~P.s Chat Box Thingy is up for comments! YAYZ!

~Job Hunting~

2009-09-21T03:51:00.000-07:00

~Job Hunting~

Why is Job hunting so difficult now a days ...i mean yeh the ressesion is BAD but the fact is, every time you apply for a job online... you never seem to get a reply... i mean the least people could do is email you back saying that you havent got the job, but no they dont say anything! its just plain fucking bad manners! Jammy bastards....

yeh im in a bad mood...

Even more so now! especally after the post has just arrived and i have a letter from the Jobseaker allowence people saying they cant put me on class 1 jobseakers allowence because i havent paied enough tax.... to which i want to punch them and say you should be greatful for the fucking taxes your getting from me anyhow...

fucking bastards... ya see i dont mind the fact that there not paying me class 1 jobseakers but the least they could have done is tell me how much im going to be paied... and from the looks of the letter there not going to be paying anything! how am i supposed to get any where exactly? i need to have money comming in so i can get transport! and if i dont have money to get transport then im fucked when it comes to getting anywhere for interviews! *screams*

ASSFUCKINGHOLES!!!!!

on a nice note there is a DVD out that explains customs for living in Japan.... if i had money i would buy it!

i might just have to find somewhere to download it or something... or see if mummy can buy it for me... *pfff* yeh right...

~Kai

~Shoujo Manga & Me~

2009-09-20T15:32:00.000-07:00

~Shoujo Manga & Me~

Oh my god... it doesnt matter what kind of shoujo manga it is...i WILL (and i can assure you this...) cry! just read the updated 'Papilion-Hana to Chou'... Cryed my eyes out at the latest chapter... in the middle of reading 'Koi, Hirari' at the moment and oh my god it just had to go and be like a previous manga ive read... 'boy is from a high cultured family and heir to a dance ur...thing lol, and girl is from an ordinary family... boy love girl, girl loves boy. boys father hates girl trys to tear them apart!'

Story of my LIFE!

...okay so maybe not...

but it would make my life much more interesting if it was.... and slightly predictable too lol

anyhu i better get back to it and cry again so i can go to sleep... but knowing me i will find another manga that i will get addicted to and will try to stay awake untill i evidentally fall asleep at my ...urm ...Desk? (can you really call it that....will post pic later....)

hmmm really need to install that chat box (Or figure out how to make the comment things work)... need to find out if anyone actually reads my random and crap thoughts of the days lol

~Kai

p.s. just install the twitter box! w00t! follow me if ya want...lol

~Children~

2009-09-20T13:27:00.000-07:00

~Children~

Tire me...

Period.

~Kai

~Lack of things on the blog~

2009-09-19T14:25:00.001-07:00

~Lack of things on the blog~

like a title for one thing.... and comments >.> i love the layout that i put up... but it would be nice if it showed up the titles and comment boxes ;.; *sighs* i suppose i might just have to install one of those chat boxes at the side.... and write the titles in the posts as well..

Blarg DX

Anyhu, ive almost finished my Visual-Kei Alice in Wonderland themed BJD outfits :3, just got Takuya's to do...who is Alice... who evidentially is going to be lolita...but its just a matter of how do i make the dress if i don't have any blue fabric lol .... this is going to be a challenge....

but yeh thats all for tonight... tired and got my little brothers 1st birthday party in the morning... which he wont remember... but i bet you any money the rest of us will lol

~Kai

~Crime Drama's~

2009-09-18T17:24:00.000-07:00

~Crime Drama's~

Omg i think im as addicted to Crime Drama's as much as i am into Japanese boys... i dont know why i watch them... they tend to freak me out a little- but i cant help my self O.O there just too addicting O.O lol

been watching CSI since 11:30 PM and its now 01:28 ... im half way trhough the last episode >.< then im going to bed to have nice dreams about Tacchan :D or Hibari & Mukuro from Katekyo Hitman Reborn! .... i had a dream that i was dating both of them last night ... it was....rather perverted and interesting ;) just my kind of dream :) though i woke up to the feeling of being crushed which i didnt like... at the end of the dream i had some guy crushing my sides together in like a brutal bear hug sort of way... aparently we were in the middle of a mafia war and Mukuro and Hibari left there eyes from me for a second and someone grabbed me :/

yeh... interesting dream... perverted at the begining of it too lol :3

not going to explain that bit however lol

~Kai

~Gokusen JDrama~

2009-09-18T04:41:00.000-07:00

~Gokusen JDrama~

OMFG! DISCOVERY!

i was just looking through a bunch of KAT-TUN Scans (of which I've kinda distracted my self from...so i probably should get back to the after this lol) and i found one that had a picture of Kamanashi Kazuya & Akanishi Jin with Yukie Nakama. I was intrigued because i knew i had seen her before... and once i found out what Jdrama they were all in together i was like OMFG IVE SEEN THIS BEFORE!!!!!

All be it it was in Japan, and they were, im assuming, showing re-runs of Gokusen, and i didn't have a clue what was going on but i was like 'hmm this seems so odd but cool, i wanna find out what this is' but i never got round to doing it... but now i don't have to! i can watch them all on DramaCrazy ~<3

Well that's a lot of excitement for today... Back to looking at Scans & Job Hunting ;.;

~Kai

~Otomen ep 6~

2009-09-18T04:04:00.000-07:00

~Otomen ep 6~

;.; i can feel that ryo's Otou-san has mis said something and Asuka's Okaa-san is going to be highly suspious of him from now on ;.;

no fair...

though whist i was watching this episode i did come to the ultimate conclusion that Viiki or how ever the hell you spell the site... SUCKS! lows picture quality with no way to boost up the image,cutting off bits from the begining of the ep (though i dont know weather that was the person who recorded the ep or the site... anyhu, then theres the random burst of 'nooo i dont want to work for you for a couple of hours' >.>

I really wish they would change to Veoh or something *sigh*

~Kai

~Pocky & Strawberrys~

2009-09-17T12:21:00.000-07:00

~Pocky & Strawberrys~

...urmm dont ask me why ive just thought of this... but Why is pocky called pocky? What is so Pcoky about it?meybe it means something in another language =.= i dunno. Anyhu, Chocolate pocky seriously need to be milkyed up a bit... i mean everytime i taste Chocolate pocky (The original stuff) it tastes like Dark Chocolate... i really dont like it... i think they should have magic star chocolate covering the pocky... oooo or Feast chocolate! *licks lips*.

I find it strange that my faveroute pocky is desert Straberry pocky... why i find this strange you may ask... well Watson i shall tell you! it boils down to the simple fact that i Hate Strawberrys.... i dunno why but i really cant stand the fruit =.=

This is Takuya, He is my BJD (Ball Jointed Doll) isn't he Kawaii! I've kinda built him up to look half visual Kei half J-rock! <3 href="http://pockydreamsbjd.blogspot.com/">~Pocky Dreams~

~Kai

~Ueda Tatsuya ~ And KAT-TUN~

2009-09-17T11:56:00.000-07:00

~Ueda Tatsuya ~ And KAT-TUN~

OMG i have recently become obbsessed with the J-pop Group KAT-TUN... because of this i started to watch some Cartoon KAT-TUN and OMG UEda Tatsuya is just the cutest thing and hes sooo goddamn sexy at the same time! how does he do it?! i meant theres a clip on Youtube

and omg god how does he managed to be so goddamn sexy... then smile so cutely like that?! i dont understand ;.; you know what im not sure iwant to understand! Tacchan! you just continue to be the way you are! ~<3 Aishiteru ~<3

on another note... this is the first post in a LOOONG time... i really need to get back into blogger... lol

~Kai

~Atashinchi no Danshi Ep 6~

2009-05-26T03:19:00.000-07:00

~Atashinchi no Danshi Ep 6~

Random way to start my Blog but never the less had to be done :)

Atashinchi no Danshi is my Fave J-drama to date :)....No wait thats a lie Hanazakari no kimitachi e is but as that one is not airing anymore and is finished...Atashinchi no Danshi is my fave to date.... whilst Hanazakari no kimitachi e is my all time fave LOL.

Anyways.

Moving On.

This weeks Ep...Episode 6, Focused Quite a lot on Okura fuu and the relationship he has with Okura Shinzo.

Thats all fine and dandy.

But the thing that bothers me is,

What exactly do fan girls see In Kaname Jun? i mean every time the camera focused on him I was like...hmmmm not as atractive as everyone makes him out to be...

I mean personally I have always prefered Yamamoto Yuusuke, and more Resently Seto Koji (yum hes my age and hot)

....hmmm oh well... i guess ill never find out unless i ask.

~Kai