Hello peepos. Im Courtney/Kai
In the age of 20, 21 this year ;.;
Currently feeling cold
Feel the Love ~<3~
IF you wanna Email me
Heres My Email saber_hiwarati@hotmail.com Free Counter
-More BJD's♥
-KAT-TUN's Albums in the CD Form♥
-An Cafe's New Album♥
-Ueda Tatsuya♥♥♥
-Takuya ~ An Cafe♥♥♥ Oh please grant me fairygod mother
Fave Bands
Right Now I'm Into These Artist/Bands:
♥KAT-TUN
♥Tohoshinki
♥Arashi
♥Kanjani8
♥NEWS
♥Hey!Say!JUMP
♥An Cafe
♥Miyavi
♥Dir en Grey
♥EndOfTheSpectrum
♥JLS
♥Beyonce
Has anyone got any idea what it like to be seen as the reject child in the family, the one who cant do anything, the one whose never been able to do anything with there life... that what i am in my family, and its all my fault. if i did better in school i wouldnt have my mum telling me that i fail in life every arguement we have.
To be honest i still dont know what i want to do in life, i think about it every day, but at the moment the best i ve come up with is this childcare course thing. its something i can do and something that im good at... in fact its the only thing i seem to be good at - besides expressing my self anf my frustration.
Ive had a shit evening this evening ive been told that im a pig/tramp who lives in shit, pretty much :/ and ive also had my dreams been taken away from me, well at least tried to be taken away from me again. my mum is now telling me that she wont let me go to japan if she has anything to say about it. well she doesnt so there.
its my dream and the only thing in the future im trying to work towards, or at leasst figure out a way to work towards.
Nobody and i mean NOBODY will fucking take that away from me. i refuse.
Its my dream and i will stick to it.
Now if youll excuse me ive got some childcare course learning to be doing. ...and some figuring out what a equal opportunities policy is :/ i mean i know what it is... i just dont know how to start writing a draft for one... i think ill just move onto the next activity.
YAY! I fianlly made it so that we can have comments! <3
So happy! my html skillz are getting better! ...not really, im just getting better at thinking things through before i copy and paste XD
Hmmm on another note... KAT-TUN HAVE A NEW SONG COMMING OUT!!!! <3 I've been waiting so bluddy long! lol Its called Love yourself - Kimi ga Kirai na Kimi ga Suki Sounds like its going to be a slow song. yay! I love slow songs :3
shes taken a picture of my sisters room and posted it up on facebook and said 'im next' *sighs* ive just replied saying that ive taken worse photos of my room and put them up... plus everyone knows what my room looks like :p
im just irritated at the threat more than anything. i swere ill take a pic of her room when shes got all the washing that she 'forgets' to take downstairs and what not >.> see how she likes it -_-
anyway gotta gu now. watching Paul Mckenna weight loss program lool
~Kai
P.S. LOL i just figured out that my wholse Course is online XD im such an idiot lol
That took a lot of time and thinking through lol but I finally did it! YAY! Anyhu… feel free to do the same :) oh and please link back to me if you do! I would love to read what you chose ^_^
